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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 20:08

Dean instinctively jerked away from that kind, harmless touch. He gulped down, finally managing to lift his eyes up and look at Castiel. But he couldn't bear to withstand his eyes more than a few seconds. He wetted his lips, and finally spoke up. "If you'll want to cut the thread... I will understand", he rasped out, his voice hoarse.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 20:16

Castiel's brows furrowed in a pained expression, and he shook he head. "Oh, Dean-" Before he could help it, he grabbed Dean's face for a soft, desperate kiss.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 20:28

Dean leant into the kiss almost as desperately before turning away from him, gently pushing Castiel's shoulders. "Cas, how can you-" He bit his lip to force it to stop trembling. He took a deep breath. "How can you still be here? After all I said to you. After all I did, I... I deserve nothing that's even close to you."

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 20:35

Castiel frowned deeper and... slapped Dean, before he grabbed him by the hem of his shirt, with both hands. "You are my soulmate, Dean," he said, ponctuating every word. "It means I will always want to be by your side. What the mark of Cain made you do won't change that."
He was pissed, and exhausted. Way too much to deal with that 'I don't deserve you' crap right now.


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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 20:49

In that moment, there was a lot going on in Dean's head. First and foremost, the shock value of the harsh slap he had just gotten straight in the face. Second, the powerful surge of emotion that filled him whe he had heard Castiel's words. He stared at his soulmate, eyes open wide. He wanted to ask questions. Or to go down a bit more on the self-depreciation road he knew so well. Instead, all that came out of his mouth was an honest, awe-filled "Damn me, I love you so much."

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 20:54

A startled, breathless chuckle came out of Castiel's lips. "That's- That's the first time you ever said that to me," he realized out loud, bewildered. When that new happy, proud feeling finally settled in his guts, he kissed Dean again, lovingly this time.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 21:05

It was as if his words had opened a dam. Dean didn't keep himself from kissing Castiel back this time, with all the yearning and all the affection and love he could muster. He grabbed the angel's cheeks, making that one kiss a thousand more. "I love you", he repeated amongst the kisses. "I love you so much."

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 21:12

Castiel gladly kissed Dean back again, again, and again. He even replied to his love words, both in English and in Enochian, until he realized, as he had entwined his fingers into Dean's, that his hand was still hurt. He took a step back, looked at that burn mark, and then laid two fingers on his forehead, to heal him. It drained whatever grace was left in him. But he did smile.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 21:21

Dean felt the familiar rush of Castiel's grace running through him, and observed as the burning mark around his finger healed up in a matter of seconds. He smiled to the angel, but frowned quickly after. "You shouldn't have done that", he said. "I know you are low on grace." He laid his hand on his arm, squeezing it gently.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 21:27

"It- wasn't my grace, anyway," Castiel replied weakly, as he moved around a bit, looking for balance. "...We should go into the main room, rather than here."
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 21:32

Dean got up from the chair. He was feeling a bit weak himself, but he had to help Castiel out. He offered his shoulder to the angel, ready to sustain him. "Let me help", he said immediately.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 22:20

Castiel nodded, and wrapped his arm around Dean's shoulder. "I'll be better once I've sat somewhere," he replied, a bit grumpily.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 22:32

"Do you want me to get you somewhere particular?", Dean asked as he escorted Castiel out of the torture chamber - and out of the archive room, in the more lit corridors of the bunker. He was trying hard not to feel shitty, but seeing the angel drained out like that didn't make it easy.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 22:37

"Actually- I'd feel better if we went in your room," Castiel confessed. "I'd like to stay a bit with you. We'll have time to talk later."
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 22:47

Dean nodded, walking him to his own bedroom. He made Castiel sit down on his bed and went to close the door. With a pang of pain he realized he still owed at the very least a 'sorry' to Sam. He went back to his bed, sitting close to the angel, and shyly reaching for his hand.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 22:50

Castiel gently squeezed Dean's hand in his, and smiled weakly at him. "I missed you so much", he whispered. He was still having a hard time to realize the pain and separation were over.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 22:57

Dean squeezed his hand back. "It feels good to be back", he murmured, shame still laced tight in his words. "To find you back", he added then, looking at him.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 23:17

Castiel smiled once more, and guided their hands to his face, so he could kiss Dean's knuckle. After a while, he looked back at his lover, expectantly. "Can I see your wings?"
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 23:24

Dean threw him half a smile at that question. Then he closed his eyes, bringing Castiel's hands to his mouth to kiss his knuckles as he displayed his wings for him.

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 23:30

Castiel sighed... with relief, actually. He smiled softly as he ran a hand through Dean's feathers, gently. "Your wings have grown a bit," he whispered with fondness.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 23:35

Dean smiled at him. "Does that mean I don't look like a chick anymore now?", he joked a bit, his wing pushing against Castiel's hand to get more of his touches. He thought about his wings for a bit. That was grace that Castiel had given him, selflessly, to bound them tighter.
Castiel's grace...
... could it be... maybe that could help?

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 23:44

"You still look young, but they're definitely less... puffy," Castiel replied with a soft smile. Smile which grew a bit... sad. Because he though about his own missing wings, since he was now a human without grace.
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Post by Gravirei on Sun 29 Apr - 23:50

Dean's expression got pensive. Reflective. And honestly that was seldom a good sign. "Cas", he started then, a bit hesitantly, after some seconds of silence. "Don't you think... couldn't my grace help you with yours? I mean", he continued quickly, "somehow, it is your own grace, right? So- if you take some- right?"

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Post by Mary on Sun 29 Apr - 23:57

"... We could try," Castiel said, a bit worried though. "I just- if I can't heal you right away, I'd like to make sure there's an angel to help you heal afterwards."
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Post by Gravirei on Mon 30 Apr - 0:01

Dean seemed genuinely glad he could help Castiel after all of... well, that. He grimaced a bit, though. "Do you know any angel that wouldn't actively try to kill us instead of helping?", he asked, try not to sound too sarcastic. "I don't think that list exists."

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